It’s just bittersweet nothing, it’s all I want.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

[edit] its going to be twelve soon. but here i am again, blogging.
im dying, i cant seem to breathe properly.
its not the first time though but this time its worse.
breathe in and out
out and in inoutin out.
fcuk.

great, my ipod die(d) on me again.
please dun , you know i love you so.
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i swear i will get you a new cover and wont have butterfly fingers again.
just not now for you to die, so dun be.
i must be mad, talking to the ipod haha.

got a msg from qk.

" What needs to be forgotten will be forgotten. What needs to be remembered might only be remembered. "

thanks. (:
ordinary speech
but it works wonder for me.
haha,
thanks babepaldearest.w.

goodnight lovelys! :D
off to sleepORmug.
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mugged with cindy and ethel at whitesands today.
i slept for an hour before i left home to meet them.
yea, i know.
im an ass who loves to sleep that much.
haha.

then, me and cindy went to expo next to study.
it was productive and i finally got my ss almost done already.
double chocolate chip muffin! :D
loveeeeeeeeeee it.

had cup noodles for dinner cause we spent most of our money
hence we asked a jc girl to look after our stuffs.
after we were back, she came and gave us two cranes.
it was to wish us good luck for our exams.
sweet isint? (:

ok, shall let the pictures do the talking for now. {:
im tired.
as. usual.

babe loves this. haha. (:

my boyf. 's a pole. haha. :D

where's cindy? :DD

thats cindy.

this's me. muhahaha.

Friday, September 28, 2007

i fell asleep when mugging halfway just now on my bed.
what a pig.
haha.

im so effing tired.
mum says even if i was given a decade to sleep,
i still will be.

i need cindy's screaming to linkin park songs.
i need those big and colourful lollipops.
i need to eat durian mooncake.
i need to ~~sleep~~ mug.
i need to stop sulking.
i need my bed.
i need to wake up early tmr for morning lessons in school.
i need to stop procrastinating.
i need someone.else.right.now.
hah, actually i dun.

3 more days to eoys = more mugging - sleeping - talking on the phone.
i swear im gona shake my ass and jiggle my toes 23 times when exams are over
and have hell lot of fun during the 2 months holiday. :D

abortion clip today.
its sad and upsetting how they handle with it.
dead babies lying there,
some deformed while others in bits and pieces.
vera cried i guess.
babe, its okay.
everything's fine.
and a BIG thank you for the oreoooooooooooo cheesecake that day. (:
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee it and you made my day. (:

Thursday, September 27, 2007

seeing my brother in a windbreaker walking
around me at home makes me wanna laugh.
hah, i know im bad.
he's sick and yet im right here laughing my ass out.

my eyesight's getting worse i think.
i thought i saw my brother today at the lobby.
so i ran up and wanted to give him a shock
but soon i realised it wasn't my brother.
now, how bad can that be?
and i almost wanted to jump on him i swear.

i tend to forget about things recently. (smack head)
i was talking to cindy
and one sec later i forgotten what i wanted to say.

mich. says:
eh
mich. says:
shit
mich. says:
nvm
ღ 22. says:
yesss?
mich. says:
i forgotten what i wanted to say
mich. says:
its smth impt
mich. says:
wait
mich. says:
let me figure.

see?

seems like im turning senile or smth.

i got the symptoms. haha.

mugging ~~sleeping~~ mugging ~~slacking~~ muggingmugmug.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

im mugging right now.
but i cant seem to get everything into me.
argh, this sucks.
too much mugging makes me wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeep. (yawns)

shitty pie, dad is pissing me off.
he often does that when im in a fuck up mood.
and i will get beaten up for raising my voice.

results kinda of sucks as well.
i cant figure what's wrong with me lately.
i just cant seem to get things right for now.
pfft.

i better stop ranting cause if i continue,
i will sound like a sulking bitch non-stop.

take.me.away.

Monday, September 24, 2007

As expected, after babe called me at 5,
i ended her call and went back to sleep.
what a pig.
i guess i need moremoremore
much much more reminders and
people to wake me up.
sleep+eat+slack= imsodeadmama.

screwed a maths.
argh, they sucked.
i've been doing my assignments since 6 till now.
pfft.
and im tiredtiredtired.
but nonono, i cant sleep
cause i have not even started revision for ss, the first paper.
and that sucks even more.

i've just eaten durian mooncake, the snowskin kind
i love it, thanks mum. :D
and she's giving me a treat to a doughnut tmr. :D
now, thats better.
and my dear pal is teaching me amath after school hopefully.
thanks a million and where's my lollipop? (nudge nudge)
haha.

alright, i better be mugging right now.
hah, but i cant.
im sitting right in front of my com comfortably.
i dun wanna moveeeeeeeeeeeee.

"You need to let go of temptations and grab on something more realistic."

ok pal, if you say so.
as long as you will be free tmr, anything will do. (:

ihateamaths.

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i fell asleep halfway on the bad when im mugging,
what a pig.
haha. (:

im effing tired. (yawns)
i can sleep like for a decade and still be tired.

i need cindy's screaming to linkin's park songs to keep me awake.
i need to have my lollipop, those big and colourful wants.
i need to stay awake till late tonight.
i need to ~~sleep~~ mug.
i need to wake up earlyyyyyyyyyyyy for tmr's morning lesson.
i need durian mooncake.
i need to ~~procrastinate.~~
i need to stop sulking.
i need someone. else. right. now.
hah. actually i dun.

dreamt and woke up thinking that everything was real.
i wanted to call and realised
it wasnt.
luckily i didnt call, its gona be so f. embrassing if i did.

was suppose to mug at ikea today, but i was too tired afterall.
so i decided to stay home and take a nap.
ikea tmr hopefully.
3 more days to eoy, means more mugging and all.
i swear im gona have hell lot of fun during the 2 months plus holiday.

abortion clip today.
its sad and upsetting to see the way they handle.
all the babies lying there dead, some deformed
others broken to bits and pieces.
and vera cried.
babe, everything's fine, dun cry.
and thanks for the
oreooooooooooooooo cheesecake that day. :D
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it.

♥♥♥♥

Sunday, September 23, 2007

babe's calling me tmr at 5 in the morning

to study for bio test.
there goes my oh-so-wonderfulpreciouslovely sleep. D:

note to self:

GET MY LAZY ASS UP TMR AND ~~REJECT~~ BABE'S CALL.
GET MY LAZY ASS UP TMR AND ~~REJECT~~ BABE'S CALL.
GET MY LAZY ASS UP TMR AND ~~REJECT~~ BABE'S CALL.
GET MY LAZY ASS UP TMR AND ~~REJECT~~ BABE'S CALL.
GET MY LAZY ASS UP TMR AND ~~REJECT~~ BABE'S CALL.

e0ys are in a week time.
and i just realised after i started counting and stop at eight.
ofmg, i better be muggingmuggingmugging and stop my sleeping habits.

time flies really fast,
before i can even stop to take a look and recount on every single little thing
its september already. sigh.
and sooner or later my darlings and i are in the hall sitting for o's.
or maybe in a different set of uniform before long.
and sam i never forget you ok?
in fact, i miss you effing lot now and i still will in the future. (:
and im sorry for ps-ing you that day.

i love mary janeeeeeeee! :D
and i love the click five.
clickfiveclickfiveclickfive.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Could it be
That nothing's gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had.

Can you see?
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Or whatever happened to...
Mary Jane

Friday, September 21, 2007

hah, the phone's back. (:
means i can talkgossipbitchtalkgossipbitch under my covers ,
listening to my ipod. :D
in the middle of the night or
maybe 4 in the morning when i cant get to sleep.
now, thats life.
english paper 1 today, and i feel like killing myself.
know why?
cause i realised i've forgotten to write my name under yours sincerely.
joke, too late though.
before i could write, the paper is gone.
i was still thinking how the heck would he knows who sent the letter
but i was too tired to figure it out till later. (smacks head)
i love my ipod now, more than anything else. :DDDDDD
thanks g-love (nudge elisha) for the songs yea?
hahahahahaha. (;

lollipop, lollipop
lolli oh lolli lolli,
lollipop,lollipop.
lolli oh lolli lolli,
LOLLIPOPPPPPPPPPP!

Thursday, September 20, 2007

apparently, we were bored as you can see.
esp sam my babe.
haha. :D
while waiting for the others to be back from their photoshoot,
we decided to compete for who has the shortest skirt game
yea i guess we act like children at times. still.
and we got a winner,
samantha chonggggggggggggggggggg. samchong. chongchongchong.
though sometimes she can be a retard but oh boy iloveyou (x.infinity) (:
we went mad and after so long this was the first time i had fun with my darlings.
thanks sam for always being there yea?
you are my one true ~~ugly~~ pretty friend.
hah, and just so you know
you havent gotten me a lollipop.
and i reckon you know what to do already.
hah, please and thank you. {:

mugging with dearest babe on saturday. (:

♥ twenty three.