It’s just bittersweet nothing, it’s all I want.

Saturday, July 29, 2006

oh gosh,i was looking through my sec 1 class photo and realise smth.
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IM INDEED GROWING FATTER AND FATTER.
roar!roar!roar!

im getting rounder and rounder each day.
im looking so much rounder that maybe perhaps fishballs can start to be my sisters and brothers someday or maybe even now.=(

so i have decided to,
STOP EATING SO MUCH!!
i have been eating too much already.
recess,lunch break and even after lunch.
gosh,maybe him and i should both go on a diet.
since he's getting fatter too. x)
hehe.

i gona stop buying food during recess from the 2nd stall.
maybe its because of their food there thats making me broke every single day and also growing rounder and rounder.(nudge cindy ;) )

even my dad calls me a pig nowadays.
"eh,pig ar!(in a dialect of cus) ur friend looking for you"
my sis calls me a fishball.=(

maybe one day,i will even look like alvin's baby photo.
hahas.its 1o times a fishball.

p.s megan and mario. (:

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

you're all i want, you're all i ever needed. =)

Saturday, July 22, 2006

''ahhh,my dear michelle.
could u come out to the front of the class now and tell us your ans? ''
den,there she goes again.
''she's just my fav student.
she's my belle.''(with that fake smile of hers again and whale slang)
B-E-L-L-E.she spelled the whole word out.
i just love it when u praises me.NOT.
when the whole class heard that,they will laughing their ass out.i swear they were.
embarrassed?yessssssssssssssss!(shout out loud)I WAS.
she wrapped her arm around my waist and practically squeezing each time after every remark she made.
~~i simply just love it.every remark u made especially sacarstic ones.im just loving it.(grin)~~
i just love lit thx to you.=))
im always looking forward for each lit lesson with u mocking at me again.
well,wad are u gona call me next den?
pretty?sexy and hot?
~~cant wait to hear ur whale slang again.~~

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

argh,fucked up.
i loathe my sis,very very much.
~~oh well,i simply love the comment u made today.thx for reminding.im not using him or wadsoever la,get ur facts right,can?~~

im just getting more and more easily irritated these day.
fucked up.

ok.lets backtrack a bit.
on tues,we celebrated cin's birthday.
hope she like wad we've all got.hehe.=)

oh ya,guess i should say it again to make her happy
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY BABY!!!!!
i seriously think u look like chu qiu man!
whahas.both in the lizard family!!!hehe.
its true.i seriously mean wad i said.
i know u sooooo gona like wad i have say just now.hahas.
dun need to thank me for that. ;)
i just loveee it when he wear blue,ya?
guess u like it too cindy?
lol.

i think my FUCKING sis can seriously just drop dead lidat.
i cant freaking stand her.
she just like a bitch.she always think she's big.
and by always shouting for my dad,she ALWAYS win.
damn,and she always scream.(whenever she do that,i seriously feel like slaping her face.I REALLY DO.)
like a fucking ugly shit idiotic pig being slaughtered.
she's just a freaking idiot.

i know i shouldnt be rude to talk bout her.
but i seriously cant stand her now.
she always think she's big.
i mean BIG.REAL BIG.
just get lost la.

and now,she's screaming and yelling at me again.
how great can that be?

Sunday, July 16, 2006

hahas.i was talking to alvin and we got this kinda of stupid conversation going on.
kinda of lame though.
but i was lauging my ass once agian when he told me this.
alviN.(: says:
the old old one ar
alviN.(: says:
the one like a whale one ar?
michelle. says:
whale?
michelle. says:
hahas!!!!!!!!!!
michelle. says:
yes!
alviN.(: says:
u noe nemo
michelle. says:
the old wan
michelle. says:
hahas
michelle. says:
yes
michelle. says:
haha!
michelle. says:
the one who speak low low de
michelle. says:
hahas
alviN.(: says:
ya la..
michelle. says:
funny!!!
alviN.(: says:
speak like whale
alviN.(: says:
she got whale slang sia

call me lazy or wad.
i lied on the floor and fall asleep right afterthat.
and the funny part was when i woke up
i found myself just right beside the bed.
i was just too lazy to climb on to it.(smack head)

i've just realise that im getting more and more lazy these days.
i've been slping more and more each day especially during the weekends.
i can pracitcally slp the whole day till the evening.
perhaps that explaning why im getting FATTER AND FATTER EACH DAY.
ya,charmaine?

anyway,things are getting better now for us, i guess?

i was never lonely again, ever since i met u. hehe.=)

Saturday, July 15, 2006

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
today's carnival was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!
except for the part when we gota wear our costume to help out in the dance mania.
sry ethel,i didnt know that only 1 person is needed.
THE REST OF THE CARNIVAL WAS AWESOME!=)

mass dance was quite ok,except for some parts that i have forgotten.
and oh gosh,i didnt even realise that i was just dancing right in front of my class! (smack head)
so malu can?
hahas.have lots of fun today i guess.
everything went quite well.
but as for now im so damn tired.
time to slp for now.finally.=)

Friday, July 14, 2006

got pretty fed up today.
thx cindy, hillary and ppl that i show attitude to, for tolerating me.
im sry,ya?
maybe its pms thats causing me so easily irritated nowadays.
sry.

had dance today.
was damn piss off.
ms yap told us that we are not to go for mass dance tmr.
wad the hell?
i was freaking angry at that time
all those practices we had were all wasted?
maybe cus everything's not done yet.
and tmr is the carnival.
thats why she made the hasty decision?
but luckly for us, we will still be in mass dance!=))
yipee!at least all our efforts will not go down the drain just lidat.
gona wake up real early tmr,gota reach there at 6.30.

anyway,gave charmaine a real big fat hug today!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE!!!!!!!!!!!!(shake shake shake)
whahaha.

carnival's tmr.i cant wait!!!!!!!!!=))

dont you know it.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

thx hillary for helping me today!=)
if not,i will be so dead.
thx babe!!

everytime when i saw her blog,bad feelings come back.
i just got this not so gd impression bout u again.
got no idea y oso.
just went to her blog.
guess wad?
POOF!it got back again.the not so gd impression again. (sigh)

anyway,thx mrs c____ for smacking my ass today.
thx her for calling me "dear" and her oh-so-beautiful smile which seem so fake.hahas.
thx her for remainding me that she will be checking on me on tues.
thx her for asking my chairman to write that reminder in the class dairy.
thx her for threatening my chairman that if he had forgotton to remind her.
he will be dead.
oh well,THX U FOR THAT!
~~i can give u a real big hug if u want to!!!~~
DUN WORRY.~~i will be ready on tues waiting for u.~~
~~everything will be nicely done as u please.~~(grins)
LOL!

carnival's coming!!
i cant wait!!!!!!!!
but there's so many things need to be done.
mass dance,preparing the food and the banner.
lucky for us,e4 work really well.
some bought the food while others help out in the banner.
i simply just love e4!!!!!!!!!!muhaha!!=))

and as for my hia di,alvin tan and wang liang!!
they're just so greattttttttt!!(roll eyes)
hahas.(see that?im praising u all!)
better thx me for that!(i know that KUANG SHUAN IS SMILING NW!)hehe.
maybe not.he's always sooo_______.(cant find a word to suit him nw)hahas.
so ya,maybe alvin should just fill it in himself.
muhahaha.
(roll eyes)

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

phew.im now soooo tired.got another mass dance pratice today.
finally got my steps right.yipee!=)
elisha didnt come to sch today.=(
I KINDA MISS HER TODAY!!!!!!!!!
HEAR THAT GAL?
IM MISSING U ALREADY.
miss ur OH-SO-BEAUTIFUL EYES.so misty and grey.
which makes u look so attractive.(yepp thats right elisha,im praising u.(= )
but i miss ur CARROT LEGS THE MOST.whahaha.
those so slim and wonderful legs.
cant blame me that,carrot.im just merely speaking the truth.hehe.
WARNING: to elisha
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STOP calling me WOOD pls!
carrot legs!=P

to: you-know-who

stop being so bu yao lian.pls,look at yourself can?

STUPID MONKEY.the sight of u just pisses me off.ROAR!ROAR!ROAR!(yes,im very very very angry about it.)

im not saying im so wonderful or wad.

but still,pls stop thinking that u are so great.

do u need a mirror or smth?

well,i can buy for u 1 if u want to or need it sooo badly.

argh,dun wanna talk bout it anymore already.

it only make me feel more and more piss off.

phew,im done finally.

done with my piece.=)

Monday, July 10, 2006

argh,my laggy com is killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
take so long to open smth.
everytime i click on smth,it take like
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^$^%$&^$^%& %* GREAT.
this com is getting on my nerves man!!
ahhhhh!!!!!!

DAMN.DAMN.DAMN.DAMN.

since wang ask me not to have the cs family anymore.
well den,i gona listen to him.=(
~~cs family~~

anyway,today we got into mass dance.
learnt our steps and there will be another practice tmr.
it was kinda of fun though.
we were like shaking,shaking and shaking.LOL.

there's this weird mac aunty interested in jimmy.hahas.
she kept saying this,"sayang sayang" to him.
jimmy went red.RED.VERY RED.u shld see his face man.
hahas.after mins later,she came back again and said
''SAYANG SAYANG'' again.
this time we all were laughing our ass out.
maybe jimmy got some kind of charm that the aunty couldnt resist.
maybe is his rice farm or smth that she's interested in?lol.

why did italy win?WHY WHY WHY?
france was obviously soooo much better.
and i got no idea why zidane did that and got send off?
it was the italian fault can?i saw it!!!!FURIOUS!!!!!!!!!ROAR ROAR!!!!!
he made zidane 1st.
damn,cant believe italy won.=(

i still cant roll my eye.=(
and guess wad?
he rolled it again and again and AGAIN.
argh,and still that same line again.
"CANNOT MEANS CANNOT!"HAHAS( laugh in a monkey way of cus)

jeremy supported france too!!!!i tot i was the only one who hope france will win.weeeeeeeee
maybe cus he tot france will help him win the bet.lol.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
germany beat portugal,3-1!!!!!!!!!!!!!wohoo!!=)
wanted to stay up late to catch the match,but in the end before the match even started i fell asleep.
watched the repeat at 10 today.
and i just realise that klose(wadever his name is) no.11 is another of my fav player!!!!!!!!!!!!lol.
only did i realise it just when the world cup is coming to an end.(*smack head*)

today's the finals.yet,i couldnt get to watch it!damn.
FRANCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!=)

zidane.=)

gogogogogo!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 08, 2006

(*roll eyes*)
hahas,i just realise i cant even roll my eyes unlike KUANG SHUAN.damn.
whenever i say bout XIN XUAN,he will ROLL HIS OH-SO-BIG-EYES.
he kept rolling ytd.nek nek.
i gona show him i can do it one day!
he kept saying this

alviN.(: says:
aiya. cannot means cannot la
alviN.(: says:
haha
alviN.(: says:
dun bother trying

argh,
he's sooooooo &%$%$&amp;amp;amp;^%&.
look at this man alvin
*rolling eyes.
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.*rolling rolling*
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.*roll eyes
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.*roll-ed eyes

phew,it took me long to get this right!
i gona do it better than u someday.
just wait and see.ya?muhahaha.
hahas.oh ya!alvin,wang,jimmy call me DA JIE!
whahas.im really starting to love this name somehow!LOL!
alvin laugh like a monkey!(even ethel agrees with me!)hahahaha!everyone followed him after that,we were like a group of monkeys.
we wanted to watch world cup final together as in
ethel,alvin,(kane?im not so sure bout him),jimmy and i.=)
THE CS FAMILY!muhahaha.
but many of us cant make it though.=(

later,germany vs portugal!!!!!!!!!
GOGOGOGOGOGO GERMANY!
GERMANY!!!!!!!!!!!!

france pls pls pls win the world cup!!!!!!!!(*fingers crossed)
FRANCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

p.s. ethel says,alvin says,wang liang says,michelle says,jimmy says...blah blah blah.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

fucked up.
isit so hard for you to reply?
damn.

why cant u just believe wad i've said?

IM SOOOOOOO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!
i cant believe it!!!!!!!!!!england lost to portugal!!!!!!!
^$#%#%#%#^%#$&^
it was so close man.cant believe lampard and gerrard could miss the penalty shots. (*sigh)
but still i think england played well.
I DUN GIVE A SHIT MAN.I JUST WANT ENGLAND BACK TO THE SEMI-FINALS INSTEAD OF PORTUGAL!!!!!!!!!!!
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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*ANGRY!
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*FURIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ROAR ROAR ROAR ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but france won though!if not i will go mad!REALLY REALLY MAD!BUT BUT BUT,my england's gone.=( *sob sob

my england!!=))

i just cant get you back anymore.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

here's a poem joel sim ''THE GREAT'' wrote during the lessons.

a fairy tale not too far away
flowers and rabbits and sunshine array
a princess sat down by a pond
a story was told
she wanted to find herself in the the mirorr again
a look,a gaze of what could have been a handsome prince charming to take her away
were crushed spirits and broken hearts
she questioned and quized and asked herself why her heart was broken
so many times by a boy that she loved
everyone knew it isnt that easy to start over new for true love to blossom
old flames to fade
wedding rings,bells,a fancy parade.
the guy she suspected of holding on to her past
she couldnt trust him
her mind was in a mess
what should she do?
what could she do?
he didnt trust her
she didnt trust him
both felt neither cared
that poor little girl went mad
but slowly and surely
the guy finally let go of not our story
but his old flame instead
through all tht adventures and walks that they had
the boy finally woken up,happy not sad
they came once again to the very same spot
and made a public promise
no one forgets
they promised to care and love each other than any above

phew.long poem indeed.joel only took 10 mins to write this poem.unbelieveable huh?
oh ya,england vs portugal later on.gona catch it no matter wad.hope england will win!
go go go gerrard!

damn.just what do u wan me to do huh?i told u already,but if u dun believe what can i do?
i know u are angry,but i have already learnt mistake.
i tried to tell you the reason,would u listen?
u kept asking why i did that.i told u already.its all up to u now.
all u do was just kept yelling.do u think i felt gd?
no,i dun.not at all.not even a single bit.
whenever i tried to speak up,u yelled again.
maybe yelling made u felt better.
so i just kept quiet,i didnt want to make u angrier.
maybe u think i kept quiet cus i felt guilty for wad i have done.
yes i did.i betrayed ur trust.its all my fault.
but have u ever thought of wad u did to me the last time?
its the same.
u kept saying thats was the past.yes it was.
but still,i felt exactly how u feel now.
im not trying to say that its a retribution or wad.
im just trying to say that its not only u who is suffering.
i saying it for the last time,
its your choice.